Missing You

Growing up I was only prepared for change and never giving up on the first try
Nobody told me with time I would have to see so many people goodbye
A wise man said what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
But when it hits so close to home where do you go to find the strength
I envy birds because its times where I just want to fly away
People think your first love is Mike or Crystal you meet when you're young at school
But you're born to your first love
They raise you until you know better and realize they ain't gone be there all your life
Things began to turn for the worse and the only thing you can do is cry
Knowing once they go a piece of you will die away with them
No more words need to be said where all you do is sigh
The pain gets worse where you begin to shut out all life
Time will only tell that nothing you say or do will make it right
Believe me I understand your pain BABE I'm here
Life without, will be so lonely and cold
Where the only thing on your mind will be seeing them again at the cross road
So much pain where you can only say why
Believe me, Its so hard to say goodbye

A Common Fate

And as the applauds stop and the good times becomes a blur
And I realize the curtain closing which brings about another un-opened door
The smile begins to fade and I can feel the pain and suffering near
A proud man like myself doesn't like to admit but challenges I know will end in disaster always brings about fear
The world designed to bring you happiness for seconds that then turn into stress that never tends to end
In a place where two ends never meet
You can fight for greatness but you cant fight against change
When most people are born dead, Is God the one to blame?
Without warning nightmares can become your home
You can only expect to die so why even morn
Tears are common, pain and suffering are like periods
What do you do when you have to open your door
Nothing that you are taught or that you learn in school will ever prepare you for anything
Be clear, people always say live life like you're dying
18 years of my life are gone and it just finally dawned on me
Black suit, expensive bed, tears, pain and suffering
Statements made that are very general
I can only go forward from this point
I open my door, never thought I would be late to my own funeral

God's Gift To Man

Since the beginning of time man has always had women
For some people for a man to be with women is hard to believe
But just like God and his creation there is no Adam without Eve
Even being second in line women were always the stronger of the two
That's why God deemed them to conceive
And for everyman somewhere out there , theirs a good wife
I feel sorry for all without because women brings purpose to a man's life
If not them then who will we protect
If not them then who will we provide for
If not them then who will we long to see
The first teacher of child so If not them where would this world be
But men disrespect the privilege to live among angels without wings
We abuse their gift and leave them broken down only to enjoy what we call flings
We insult them by buying flowers on a Valentines day
Or take them out on our anniversary
When the things we admire about them occasionally never leave them on a regular day
I devote 365 days to women because in my life they come first
WOMEN; Watchers Over Men and Even Nature
That's why they call this planet mother earth
The connection between a child and its mother will always be apart of them since birth
Philosophers will always be puzzled and men will never understand a women's worth